So it's been a few days... This new job is keeping me on my toes!! It's fun though; wears me out, but it's fun. I'm enjoying the weather today. Well wait, let me just tell you about today...
Yesterday I really wanted to get Lily out and go for a walk b/c it was so pretty. I looked all over the house and couldn't find her stroller; I assume her parents keep it in the car. So today I forgot to ask them for it, so I called my mom, she said she has an umbrella stroller around here somewhere. So I was gonna take Lily to Powell, hang out w/ my mom and go for a walk- just really enjoy this gorgeous day. Well, this morning I left my cell phone at home; I didn't want to go out without my cell phone b/c then Dani (Lily's mom) wouldn't be able to get ahold of me and neither would Dustin. Since we live so close, I swung by my house real quick- get Lily all out of the car (she is heavy in the car seat!) run in the house, put on some jeans, grab Lily, lock up the house, then load her back in the car (make sure that seat belt's tight!).... I locked my keys in the house. Praise God I had a spare key to my car IN my car- no telling why, but I did. However, I'm locked out of Lily's house and our house and stranded in Powell for the time being until my husband gets off work at 3:30. And praise God I remembered to bring her extra bottle for when she wakes up (she's sleeping right now). Oh... and just for the record, my mom can't find that umbrella strolly- no walk :( I'll throw a blanket out there though and have her play outside.
I've been feeling bad again this week. I don't know exactly why. Well, since the doctor I've been back on some vitamins. That really may be part of it. I mean, not as bad as I was before, but still pretty bad. Dani is an Ob/Gyn and is totally syched that I'm pregnant. She really was encouraging and telling me that one day in April I'll fall asleep at night feeling worn out, tired, sick, nauseous (everything), and wake up feeling GREAT. She said it really is that sudden of a change. Hm. I'm suspicious b/c it sounds too good to be true, yet at the same time I want to believe her (because she's a Dr.) but also because it's something to look forward to.
Had another dream that it was a girl... two nights ago. I dreamt I was in her room (which is funny b/c right now she- or he- has no room b/c our house is one bedroom. but oh well)... it was like pink and khaki everywhere. Pink and khaki striped paint on the wall and the blanket stuff on the crib was pink and khaki polka dots. Pretty cute! lol.
Anyway... it's been a hard week to say the least. Like I said, I do like my new job, but I've been getting up earlier than normal. Keeping up w/ a 6month old. Feeling bad. Just.... the works. Then last night I had another one of those emotional/ hormonal/ pregnant woman crying spells. My poor husband. I love him so much. He's been so good to me.
But still, I'd appreciate prayers.
To my beautiful daughters on your 13th birthday
1 month ago